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ini notes ku dulu pas hari ultahku 2010. si itu ga kasih slamat dan aku masih demen"nya ama dia. skrg sih udah ngga, cuma kagum doang C:
someone i'm thinking so deep every night. the power is more than any power i ever feel in my whole entire heart. although people say he's ugly and wonder why i can interest a hideous creature like him, although he doesn't even seems to be like me, although i know  who is his special crush, although we take very less contact or communication.
i don't care.
like when i much more care about waiting his birthday than looking how special the date today. like when i try to figure out what kind of pleasure words to him to send. it's all about sincere love and think also take much symphaty about all of his profile, gestures, moves, expressions in detail very much, like when he smile in a very short time, when he talk like wiseman when troubles around him, his charisma and the effect for my soul. although everyone and himself don't even care to think about it, me not.
but he even don't know that i do that can of things cause i hide it and pretend to un-notice him.
someone that make me lose much air, to say a single word, or even to breathe.
it's him.